No air-uh air-uh

I swear this week is the slowest ever at work and I must have heard that song about 7 times, no joke. That and "Bleeding Love" by Leona Lewis ,which I can't stand anymore and never really liked in the first place. At least with "No Air" I can listen to the sweetness of my boy Chris Brown. I've said some funny things about CB (my roommates think so at least) but I don't feel like disclosing them right now to save myself the embarrassment.

Since the last time I blogged I really have nothing to talk about. No new discoveries, life-changing epiphanies, just blah. Maybe if I had some actual drama in my life I could tell cool stories about things like how my best friend stabbed me in the back, or how I went out of my way just to spite an ex, exciting stuff like that.

I think a part of it is also how I refrain from going in depth about specific issues i.e. some relationship stuff or sex because I don't have the luxury of anonymity in these cases. I tend to talk about that stuff in general because if I say something like "Don't you fcking hate it when your boyfriend _______", everyone would just think "Damn Raf what did you do" haha. Who knows, maybe I do mean it, maybe I don't, but I just avoid that situation in general cuz people be too assuming nowadays. Sometimes it's hard to discern what people are really trying to say when it's on paper, nawmean.

Anyways, one thing I do look forward to is Culture Clash at House of Blues tomorrow, it feels like it's been forever since I've gone to an event like this or anything remotely close to the club scene. I know a lot of SD people that I haven't seen in a while are going, so it'll be good to see some familiar faces up here. Also, I'll probably have more to talk about after making some observations of club rats & manwhores in their natural setting tomorrow, so that means more posts along the lines of "'Bout to roll up in this club" or the Ladies Night part of "What a Week" .

Exciting stuff coming up hopefully, time to study...

Insomniac

Last week I had 4 nights where I only had 3-4 hours of sleep and since then, I haven't been able to sneak in any naps or needed rest. Surprisingly, I haven't felt that sleepy in the mornings but rather I've woken up with a headache that usually goes away in 2 hours. I don't even stay up for the best reasons. It's not like I'm more productive or attempting to get more work done - it's more like wine/cheese nights, Cranium, prediction games, riddles, and good talks. Part of it also probably has to do with my new discovery of Vietnamese coffee (thanks a lot Lance). On this rate, getting everything that I need done this week is going to be quite the task. Especially since I haven't gotten into the rhythm of studying this quarter yet.

I don't know why I always put it off, you think I'd learn to improve from past quarters & start early, but it always ends up being the same thing; putting off everything until week 2, then trying to catch my ass up by isolating myself. Like my grandma tells me "Experience is the best lesson but also the most expensive one".

Another thing I've noticed is that I'm a major complainer on here. Most of my entries are either rants or just going off on things. That's probably another thing that I want to work on. I apologize in advance if I come off as a hater in upcoming posts, I'll make more of an effort to be more of an optimist. Or just be better about picking and choosing what to rag about (like the Charger loss and upcoming Superbowl :/). I just need to work on balance as a whole.

Right now would be a good start. Time for bed, work 9-5 in the morning.

P.S. Would people still be down for another Valentine's thing this year? I'm going to start thinking about that soon.